This proves to be the start of a very hectic month

iv currently been dumping my ex for about 2 months now and last night it finally came to an end. makes me feel kinda weird now that im actually going to have to start dealing with it.  i hate being lonely i really do but its one of those as much as you want it to work out you just cant get along and theres no love there i feel even more awful because hes claiming hes fallen in love with me and wants to spend the rest of his life with me!!!! hmmm. i dont want love in my life at all its too painful i hope i never have love in my life again.

Had a tattoo sesh the other week the first in aaaages my sleeve is nearly coming to an end this makes me sad also he did my elbow luckily i found the groove that day and had no problems dealing with it. now all iv got left the dark spaces for the background and what were gonna put in them.

i have my first driving lesson this wed :s eeeek im actually bricking it i dont want to do it its going to ages and so much money. i also found out that on top of that iv gotta go see the dentist cos my gums have come away from my tooth and exposing the bottom and it really hurts hot, cold, sugar,fingers if anything touches them it hurts. this scares me more than driving.

i gotta shave my head towards the end of the month as im going to newquay. my hairs so over bleached if i spend a whole day in the sea surfing its just going to dread together and get tangled.  im half excited and half really scared about doing this but at least it gives me a good set idea lol.

the only redeeming thing about this month? cubbing if i can afford it now this weekend. i havnt been dancing for so long and i miss it terribly then newquay for the surfing should be interesting